LOVE <3

Cito and me. :) 

Reena. :)

Mark and me. :)

Ambrose. :)

Jemil and me. :)

These are simple edits in www.photoshop.com. I couldn't quite get the Adobe Photoshop program so I edit online. It looks okay naman diba? I'm trying to edit pa but it seems like the photoshop website is slowing down, so stop muna ako. 

Hope you like it friends. :) 

Comment! :D 

Friends, if you want copies, just comment. :D 

Crazy Weekend

October 24.
It was the last day of exams and ugh, it was horrible. It's like I didn't study for 4 hours straight. I read the research readings and GAAA, I think I'm gonna fail either way. Social Studies was hell. They gave us the given numbers for computations 10 minutes before the time so we kinda rushed the answers. English was full of the names of gods and goddesses. I answered a few and the others, I'm not sure of. HAHA. Anyway, after exams, my friends and I walked to mini stop to hang out since Allan's party doesn't start until 2pm. After that, Tin and I became an audience in the jam session of Earl, Cito, Kevin and Alexis. Sayang wala si Benedic. XD  We headed to Allan's house afterwards and ate until our bellies couldn't take in food anymore. XD Clare people dominated the party. Gahd, I miss them. :) 

October 25.
It was the birthday of my brother, Anton. We went to Enchanted Kingdom since he wanted his birthday party to be there. We had loads of fun but my dad made a mistake that made my mom really mad. Haha. They made up after a while but my dad should learn to own up to his mistakes. Tss. 

October 26. 
It was the swimming of Ambrose. Only 20 out of 37 were there. Videoke all day! Haha. Others played poker, uno, STRIP tong-its(grabe si Casas. Boxers na lang natira. XD) and plain tong-its. XD There isn't a party without alcohol so we bought The Bar and Matador. I think I drank about 10. XD It was Mark's fault when someone became red all over because of her allergies to alcohol. It was still Mark's fault when someone was near to being drunk because of a broken heart. So, I think Mark should say sorry. XD JOKE! >:P Anyway, I had fun guys! Sa uulitin! :) 

P.S. Nakagat ako ng BEE. XD It seems familiar. XD SHHHH. 

P.P.S I changed my layout. I was getting bored with the last one. It was too --- pink. XD 

Bye then . :)  

Exams are killing meee. :[

Good evening guys! :) Haha. Finally, I found the time to blog about my day. :] Let's start with yesterday. Bad news is that I cried the moment I stepped into the classroom. I was sooo pissed off with my two research group members. (And these aren't the same as the one I was ranting about in my last post) They decided to cut class that day. Why was I so pissed? It was our defense that day. And with them gone, there will only be three people reporting, and the fact that in that 3, 2 don't know anything about our study. SAKLAP NO? I was crying coz' I was the one who helped them in order for them to have something to say in our defense, but what did they do? THEY BAILED OUT ON ME. Buti sana kung nag-aaral sila, gumala lang naman. It wasn't fair and the most annoying thing is, they don't even have the guts to say sorry. Parang ako pa may kasalanan. Psh. Mabait pa nga ako eh, di ko sila sinumbong na nagcutting sila. I was really annoyed with what they did. And girl number 1 had the guts to rant about their day in her status message? Sakit ang ulo sa aral, Sakit paa sa gala, sakit cp kakapiktyur. I WAS LIKE, "WHO CARES?" I'm currently ignoring them. I'm not helping them with research anymore. If they want to be included in the list of members, they should have the initiative to ask me what they can do to help. If they don't do that, I'm not putting their name on the list -- it's as easy as that. Napuno na kasi ako eh. Alam niyo yun? Nagpapakabait ka na nga sa kanila, aabusuhin pa nila. Talagang gaguhan na. 

Anyway, I won't ruin a new day because of the past. First day of exams today. CVE was -- uh, easy in a way that I answered 3/4 of the questionnaire, the remaining 1/4, I guessed. HAHA. MAPEH was -- hell. Haha. Composers and blaaa shit. XD TLE --- I was so clueless. My 2 hour long session with that subject didn't pay off coz' I couldn't answer the last 2 parts. XD COMPUTER -- was heaven! It was easy even though I didn't open my book and/or notes. XD :D 

I'm going to SMIS tomorrow with Nadine and Mark. :) YAY! :D Missed them soo much. :) 
Wanna come with Aina? :) 

So, I think that'll be all. 
Bye. :)

I tried reaching out to you but you keep on pushing me away.

Good Evening. Let's start this blog entry with a greeting because this is an entry full of my rants and comments. Ugh. Let's start with the Research thing. I am completely pissed off with one of my members. She really shows me that she doesn't care about our research study and she doesn't care about our grade. Damn, she's only thinking about herself. Imagine, we made the Chapter 3 of our study and she didn't help, not even a single word. Mas mabuti pa nga si Syd e, tumulong. I AM REALLY PISSED OFF. I know she's my friend but c'mon, I don't like the way she's taking credit for the work we have done. I'm pissed off coz' I stay up all night doing our research work while she lies in bed, sleeping soundly. I'm pissed off coz' she has time to text with a guy all night until dawn whil she doesn't find the time to help us out in our research study. I'm pissed off coz' she acts like nothing happened and as if she can answer everything in our defense. DANG IT. I don't even care if she does read this. This time, its war. :| Call me stupid for making academics as the reason for ruining our friendship but don't you think I have a point? If she really values me as a friend, she should respect my rights and concerns diba? Tss. Its really frustrating to know that even though she didn't do anything, she gets a high score in our research subject. IT NOT FAIR FOR THOSE WHO STAY UP ALL NIGHT -- AKO YUN. I don't care if she reads this and gets mad at me, I DON'T CARE IF SHE FIGHTS WITH ME. What's her stand anyway? She made the mistake, not me. 

Anyway, second reason why I hate this day. DANG, I don't know what to do with th periodical tests. I don't think I can pass them. I haven't studied yet. Ugh. 

I saw him today. Ugh ---- he still makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. :D I'm still in love with him. :) 

SORRY TO MY SYOTA, MARIA JEMIL AGUSTIN NAPAY. Alam mo na kung bakit. :) 
 LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH. :) 


 

Hell week and DLSU exam

Seriously, it's like the weekend just passed by. Gaahd. Is fourth year really this hectic? Imagine, I have to make the Project Feasibility Study, wherein the four boys of the group don't do a single thing! Even if they're my friends, when I get really p!ssed off with them, I'm not giving them a grade. And then there's research. SH1T. That's all I can say. I made Chapter 2 (a.k.a Review of Related Literature) all by myself(with a little help from Janine and Cedrick). But I did the typing and the formatting all by myself. And when Ms. Reyes gave us the drafts back, we got 16/20, the highest among the class. GAAAA. I couldn't imagine my other groupmates getting the grade that they obviously don't deserve. IT'S EFFING FRUSTRATING. Gaguhan e. Anyway, since that day, I told them that they should help me in finalizing the final draft because if they don't, they won't have anything to say in our defense. I thought they listened to me..DAMN, I WAS SO WRONG. One member practically slapped me in the face! She asked for the draft so I gave it to her. I asked her to make some revisions and she was like, "OKAY." And then she signed out of YM and I thought she was really offline, but then I saw her in Facebook answering endless quizzes. Here I am worrying about our research study while she's hanging out at facebook answering useless quizzes? THAT WASN'T RIGHT. GAGUHAN TALAGA. I'm serious, I'm not helping her in answering the questions in our defense even if she is my friend. I don't like friends who jeopardize my grade for her own leisure and recreation. Call me a grade-conscious freak--- maybe I am. Really. 

Anyway, let's talk about the DLSUCET. HAHA. Okay, this kinda cheered me up. When I arrived at the campus, I went straight to M413. It was then that he sent me a group message saying that the exam's about to start in 30 minutes. I was shocked to find out that he was also taking the exam. OH GAHD I WANT TO STUDY THERE. haha. :D I texted him good luck and blaaaa. I found out that he was near my room. He was staying at M419. Dang, destiny really is playing with us. 

The exam started and I couldn't answer a thing. HAHA. Nabobo na ako. XD Anyway, we saw each other when break was called and we said our his and hellos. Haha. I won't talk about the exam coz' I guessed almost every answer of mine. I don't like it there, okay? XD (But if he is going to study there.. I might change my options..) JOKE. ASA. UP pa rin ako. XD 

Anyway, I think that's all. :) 
I'm still making the PFS and Research Powerpoint presentation. 
And I'm also going to mass. 
So Tata -- for now. :) 

Love this pic. It was taken at Grande Island Subic. :D And yeaa, that's as far as I can go. Who can guess why I can't go into the pool ? XD 


BYEEE. :) 

STEAL MY HEART

It was a day full of surprises and disappointments. STRIKE NUMBER 1 - He was absent or uh, as someone told me, i think he cut class. I don't know the real story. Blaa. Sad to say but I looked for him all day hoping that I'll get a single glimpse, but he wasn't there. Just when I already had the courage to say sorry, he wasn't there. It like the heavens are forbidding me from saying sorry. Ironic eh? XD STRIKE NUMBER 2 - Was it hot or what? When we went to the audigym for the mass, Jemilsyota and I were situated at the 2nd to the top bleacher. It was hooooot and we were sweating during the mass. We only felt the cold air once the grade school mobilized back to their respective rooms. What did they do to the cool air? Did they suck it up into their systems? Just kidding. My brother's in grade school for Pete's sake. :D STRIKE NUMBER 3 - So here's the juicy part. This is the highlight of my stupid day. When we came back from the mass, I decided to play jackstones since I didn't have anything else to do. When I was getting it, Jemil suddenly told us that her money was missing. I looked at my own wallet and that's when I found out that my 350 pesos and 1 dollar was missing. I screamed my lungs out coz' that was the money that I was gonna use for my brother's birthday gift. Dang it. It was the money I saved from my 2 week long hunger strike. It like the theif stole my food. And I don't like that. That makes me angry. YOU WON'T LIKE ME WHEN I'M ANGRY. XDD We reported it to Ms. Velasco but we only got a sermon and a reason for tears to come. It hit me that my money isn't going to be returned to me so I cried. I didn't know what I would give for my brother's birthday. Dang. Good thing, my friends were there. Thanks to Jemil and Kat for comforting me and most especially, tweetums ko, Mark. He hugged me to hide my tears from the others. Dang. Now I know the feeling of something being stolen from you. Its like you were so stupid that someone can get something from you. It like you weren't paying too much attention to let this happen. DAMN. I HATE THIS FEELING. Anyway, good thing they didn't get my wallet coz' HIS letter was there. And if that becomes lost, I would really bring this case to the police. A SIMPLE LETTER CAN CHANGE MY PERCEPTION OF THINGS. :) My life's writing in that letter. And by my life, I mean a person. :D CHEESY. :) STRIKE NUMBER 4 - We had to wear that stupid Type A uniform. Ugh. I hate CAT. STRIKE NUMBER 5 - This one's a happy story. Our homeroom activity's topic was friendship. We wrote letters to our new friends in the classroom. :D And guess what who gave me a letter? GUESS NGA E. Don't ask me. :D STRIKE NUMBER 6 - My mom and I watched The Echo, the hollywood remake of the pinoy blockbuster SIGAW. 

I was disappointed with the movie. When compared to SIGAW, it's kinda uhhh. Yes it did have its scary scenes(wherein I closed my eyes and ears) but SIGAW had a better screenplay and a better story. HAHA. Anyway, Iza Calzado had a little exposure compared to SIGAW but she's a big time actress nowadays because of starring in this film. :D 

GAAA. I don't have anything else to say. So, I wanna say goodbye with a picture and an I LOVE YOU.<3 

 

I LOVE YOUU SYOTAAA, <3  

SAMSON loves DELILAH dapat..

hindi.. DELILAH loves SAMSON. XD 

wala lang. :) 

Happy birthday Dood.

I've been depressed since last night. Ugh. I made a mistake and I'm not sure if I can take it back. So here's the story. It was the birthday of Cito yesterday. I though about how I'm going to greet him. In the end, I settled with ignoring him the whole day and when 11pm strikes, I'll call him and greet him. That way, my greeting is considered special because I'm the last to greet him. This stupid plan backfired because on the way out of the campus, I walked by the old canteen, Cito was passing by and he went near me. He asked me, "DI MO BA AKO BABATIIN?" I panicked. I didn't know if I should still continue my plan or I should just greet him now. I ended up doing a stupid deed. I looked the other way and whispered, "mamaya na lang." I meant to say that I'll greet him later once I call. I didn't know what his reaction was because I fled. Jemil, Kat and Edz told me that he looked disappointed. Did he? Was he disappointed with what I did? I was really bothered so I texted him, "Uy, tatawag ako meang gabi. Medyo late na nga lang. Wag kang matutulog a?" He didn't reply but I was still hoping that I'll be able to speak with him and tell him that I'm sorry for embarassing him. 11 pm came and I registered for Unlicall Night. When it confirmed, I battled with myself first before calling him. My heart was pounding like it was fighting its way out of my body. But, he didn't answer his phone. I didn't know if he's still awake but it seems like God doesn't want us to talk to each other. Maybe it's in His will. I tried calling him again and again and again and again. Gaah, you get the fcuking picture. He didn't answer. He didn't bother speaking with me. I texted him a pretty long text message. I typed everything I wanted to say to him. I even put an ILY in the end. I waited for his reply ---- all night. You read it right. I waited for it until dawn hit. Still no answer. I called Jemil to ease the pain and to stop my tears from falling because I promised myself that I wouldn't cry because of him anymore. But once Jemil hung up, tears started falling from my eyes. I lost hope and I regretted what I did.  I closed my eyes, disappointed with myself. To my surprise, our maid knocked on my door telling me that it was time to wake up. Dang it, I wasn't able to sleep. My eyes were puffy and I wasn't in the mood to do anything. I waited for him to assure me that he wasn't mad and that it was okay. Still-- the long-awaited message did not come. He did text me a little later but to my disappointment, it was only a group message. Okay, so maybe he was mad at me. I tried to smile all day, trying to hide the pain I was feeling. I didn't want to look like I was in pain because of a petty reason in front of my friends. Most especially Edz.. her problem is waaay more serious than mine is. I haven't found the guts to talk to him personally and ask him if he's mad at me. I did ask him through text but I doubt he'll answer. Anyway, after that incident, I kept asking my guy friends if they'd be mad at me if I didn't greet them. All of them answered, "Hindi. Magagalit lang ako kung may gusto rin ako sayo." O H S H I T. When they said that, a part of me wished that he really is mad at me which proves that he doesn't treat me only as a friend. Hm. I think I better stop blabbering here. Nothing's gonna happen if I still do. 


Here's a little birthday message for him. If he reads this, then maybe he'll forgive me. 

Happy Happy Happy Birthday dood. 

You damn as hell know that you're special to me. 

I'll never forget a special day like this in your life. 

Thank you fo everything. 

Thank you for cheering me up with a simple smile.

Thank you for making my life meaningful. 

Sorry if ever I hurt you in the past. 

Sorry for embarassing you. 

I love you dood. Always have. Always will. 

<33 Reena

So let's continue with my daily rant. THIS WEEK IS HELL. Dang it. It's like the teachers enjoy torturing us. Gaaa. We have a lot of papers, assignments, defense on the research work and a whole lot more. 

Any, I need to ask my mom for permission on the 24th. I need to do something that day. 

LALALALOVE, Reena. :)

Birthday ko bukas. :)

So yeah. I'm here blogging about my boring day. And let's face it, the main topic of this blog is HIM again. It's his birthday tomorrow. I'm planning on calling him tomorrow night. I want top make him feel special even though I'll only give him a simple greeting. :) 

We have a new seat plan and fortunately, Reymarc's my seat mate. :) Next to him is my ever lovable twin, MA.EDERLINA REJUSO! :D 

BTW, I want to say that I love my SYOTA, MARIA JEMIL NAPAY! :) 

So yea, eto na lang. :D 

To a person I love very dearly, 

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. Oh god how I wish I can sing it to you. 

Always remember that I'll always be here. You can always count on me. 

I love you, till the end of forever. :) 

CHEESY! :) Sige, yun lang. 

<3 DELILAH 

Love him, love him not.

Eto, nadaan lang ako. :[ I just finished watching Princess Hours. Ewan ko ba, pero parang naging wake up call sa akin na wag na akong umasa kay turtle. Tss. Di ko alam kung si Janelle ba ako o si Monique dun sa show na yun. Di naman siguro ako si Monique kasi wala naman kaming past ni turtle. Di rin naman ako si Janelle kasi in the end, alam kong din niya ako magugustuhan. XD Okay, ang drama ko. tsk. 

Teka, can I ask a serious question? Sa tingin niyo ba, mahal ko talaga siya? PArang nagdududa na rin kasi ako sa feelings ko sa kanya. Minahal ko ba siya o sobrang infatuation lang to? Yun bang 3 year long crush lang. Parang feeling ko kasi ngayon ganun lang eh. Wala na kasi akong nararamdamang sakit. Wala na yung kirot na nararanasan ko dati. Siguro nga ngaing manhid na puso ko o baka naman dahil may bago na akong crush. XD 

Nako, tama na nga yan. Masyado na akong madrama. 

Gusto ko lang iblog na nahihirapan ako sa Physics assignment. XD 

AT.. 

TWIN! Kaya niyo yan! Wag kayong papaapekto sa iba. Kahit anong mangyari, nandito kami ni Kat at ni Jemil sa tabi mo. Tandaan mo yan! :) 

Ayun lang. :) 

/Do I love him? :[ think about it. 









♥REENA

English Take Home Quiz and Assignment

Para kay Kat at Jemil. :) Love yooouu. :D 


Take Home Quiz (40 points all in all)

2. Answer the following questions in one whole sheet of paper. Please indicate your CLASS NUMBER, NAME, YR&SECTION, DATE SUBMITTED.
i.Why do you think that, fo the ancient greeks, love for them is one of the truths that must be explored and comprehended by man? (10points)
ii. Cite and explain the instances of the technique "Deus ex machina" in Oedipus the King". (15 points)
iii. Greek theatre is much like the Roman amphitheatre, except the actors are the one who are tasked to entertain people and not gladiators. What couls be the reason as to why the Greek stage is built in the middle with people surrounding it, in contrast to what we knoe as the modern day stage? (5 points)
iv. Zeus, for all we know, is renowned as the god of alol the gods in ancient greece. Com-pare and/or contrast Zeus as a deity witht he Christian concept of the reality of God. (10points)


Thanks. :)

Once again, he made me smile.

So yeah. I'll start the story on why I'm soooo happy today. Last night, at around 11pm, Jemil called. We talked for a while and we decided to call Mark. We chatted and Mark asked Jemil if she could call Cito. Of course, Mark was only joking. The line was cut and Jemil couldn't contact us at all. I decided I should sign up for Unlicall coz' I couldn't sleep. I tried calling everyong in my contacts but everything went busy. I tried calling Mark and Jemil once again and there it was. I talked to them again and Mark dared me to call Cito. I did. HE answered but immediately hung up. He texted me, anuba. natakot ako dun a. Unfortunately, I scared him coz' I called him without notice. And he told me that his ringtone was a bit scary. Anyway, Mark said goodbye coz' he needed to do something DAW. I kept on talking to Jemil but Cito didn't get out mind. I texted him, telling him that Mark wanted to talk to him. I just made an excuse of course. HE agreed, and when Jemil decided to sleep, I called Mark so I could hear Cito's voice. Mark answered after a few calls coz' HE WAS ALREADY SLEEPING. I called Cito and Mark was realllly nice. He asked Cito questions so as to look as if he really wanted to talk to him. I just listened to their conversation and tried to isolate his voice. It was a long time ago when I last heard that voice. Hm. Anyway, after 1 minute, Mark said that he wanted to sleep. HE WAS FAKING, I JUST KNEW IT. He hung up and I was left with Cito. I decided to hang up but he asked a question and that's wehn the conversation started. Even for a night, I heard his voice, him..talking to me alone. We just kept on teasing each other but it was fun. It wouldn't have ended if he charged his phone. His battery died and our phone call was cut, but I was still happy. I wanted to shout, but I didn't want to wake my sister and brother. I was smiling as I lay down on the bed. In fact, I was smiling until I fell asleep. It was a wonderful night ---- scratch that, morning. I forgot to tell you, we were talking till 1:30am of October 3. :) Memorable day. :D 


LALALA<3

REENAlovesYOU

Craziness of LOVE

Yeah. So maybe I am weak. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I keep thinking about him. By now I should have forgotten about him but my heart and mind keeps telling me no. It's like my waiting will be worth something someday. I keep dreaming about him. It's the same dream over and over again. We were laughing and having fun and then suddenly, he'll stop and look at me sincerely. He opened his mouth but no words came out of it. I couldn't even read his lips to know what he was saying. Oh damn. How I wish it was those 4 words I waited so long to here. I LOVE YOU TOO. Is that so hard to say to a person like me? My friends ask me why I still don't have a boyfriend. I tell them, I don't want to have one but the truth is, I don't think I'd love someone else. Choosy--ika nga. Maybe my heart's longing for him to be mine. and it's not going to settle for someone else unless it gets what it wants. :)

Guess what? I have all his messages stored in my inbox. I delete all the others but his, I keep them. I don't know why but even if it's a group message, I treasure it.

I think that'd be enough. My dad's having a fit because I didn't answer to his call. Hello? I'm not at his beck and call! I'm his daughter for Pete's sake! Tss.

God bless the Philippines on the incoming typhoon. May he protect us all from harm. :)

P.S. Dang, I still love him. :)


R♥

October 1 is ♥

Dang. Ngayon ko lang naexperience na magcommute na mas malayo sa Cabuyao! YAY! I was scared when we were at the bus. I wasn't used to it. PARANOID, even. Kasi naman, the bus driver kept looking at us and he smiled. Hindi yung ordinary smile ah. A MISCHIEVOUS SMILE AH! Sarap murahin e. :D Anyway, I was able to get to DLSU to pass my app form. My test is scheduled on October 18, from 8am to 12:30pm. Good thing it didn't clash with the birthday celebration of my dear brother.

After going to DLSU, we went to ATC to volunteer for the Philippine Red Cross as a way to help the typhoon victims. We tied shoes together as a pair and categorized them as Men's shoes, women's sandals etc. After that, I spent the day with my sister's barkada. Yeah, I felt a little out of place but it was still fun. :)

I think this should be enough. I'm tired of typing blaaahs here. :D But I promised myself that I'd write to you everyday. :)

P.S

There's another Tropical Cyclone. It's named Pepeng and it's categorized as number 5, the highest storm signal there is. It's like Hurricane Katrina and its winds are greater than Milenyo. Let's just pray that the whole Philippines will be safe because we're still recovering from Ondoy.

I think Nature's avenging her slow death. So, we should change now before He completely takes away the things he made for us. :)

Oh, and if it doesn't rain tomorrow, I might go to the AKSYON AGUSTINO at school. I want to help and it's the last day of the activity tomorrow. Gaaa, I hope it doesn't rain.

P.P.S.

His birthday is nearing. Should I greet him, Give him a gift, Or don't even bother doing anything? :)


♥ REENA