I love him ♥

I am such a bad blogger. I haven't blogged about stuff since like FOREVER. :)) hahaha.

We had our Pasa Masid today. It was a simple graduation for the cadets and cadettes of CSA Binan. :) Fun fun fun. :D Finally, we've graduated from all the hardships of CAT. :)) Despite all that, I'm really going to miss those Friday meetings. :) Any, we also had our field Demo General rehearsal today. :)) It's depressing to know that when it's our turn to perform, our audience will be limited to those who really want to watch us. XDDD Lahat na nagexit. XD I guess that's okay, as long as he's still my partner right? :))) I actually taught him how to play nanay tatay. He's clueless with that kind of stuff. :)) :") I love hiiiim. :))) He makes me smile everytime I see him. Forgive me for being so cheesy. :) I just love this day. :D YAY! :D I don't mind the little mishap I experienced a while ago. :)) But I really need to tell you. Hahaha. Well, boy from the past went by our room. I heard his voice and my heart raced again. Well, maybe I just missed hearing his voice coz' we're currently not speaking to each other but that doesn't mean that I still love him. Promise. :)) 

Jane and I had an unforgettable experience yesterday. :)) NASABUGAN KAMI NG NAGLILIYAB NA BALLOONS. Scary but definitely memorable. :)) Loveyouuu jane. :D 


Imma stop na. :) I'm excited for tomorrow. Field demo practice, again. :")

Confusion.

I wanted to blog about everything that happened, but I didn't have the guts to do so. Maybe I just can't explain it. :| 

The prom was fun. I mean, I was the most memorable night of my life. I thank those who took the time to dance with me. All of you made my night special. ♥ I especially want to thank Reymarc for being my partner. Kahit biglaan, dapat si Hamtig e. :)) Thank you for making me smile. :P :* 

Btw, to all that made a bet with me, YOU WIN. He did dance with me. According to Mark, hinanap pa daw niya ako. And when Mark told me that, SURPRISE!, wala na sa akin. Maybe the feeling was gone. ♥

Maybe I should still be happy. Nakasayaw ko pa naman siya e. His polo was violet and my gown was violet. :) We had the same color, it was like a set-up. :)) He let me borrow his coat coz' I was freezing in there, but I guess these little things don't result to a chance of him loving me. First and last niya nga si GIRL e. The one who's mad at me because I keep on nearing him. I guess, I really am the kontrabida. 

I'm not in the mood to tell you more. I suppose this is enough. 

KBYE.  

I don't matter

I have good news and bad news! Which one do you want to hear first? 

I guess the bad news first. Uh ~ my grades went down down down down. XDDD Let's just say I'm disappointed with my grades despite the fact that my general average went .06 points up. I just feel like I haven't worked hard enough. Grr. :| 

Good news is, I'm still the 1st honor in our class! :) That means, I still have a chance to get a laptop! One more quarter to go --- I promise I'll work hard for it. And yeah, another good news, he made it to the 2nd honor. :)) Oh yeaaaa~ our names will meet on the top ten list. Haha. 

Kaya bumababa grades ko e, puro lalaki nasa isip ko.♥

I guess I'd have to stop. I don't have anything else to write. :)) 

P.S. I saw Cesar Apolinario today. He was a guest speaker in the seminar I attended. Haha. 

Disappointment

I have been a bad girl, so sue me. 

Let's just say, there's this guy who you like, and there's even a possibility that you'll fall in love with him. Of course you'll do anything to make him notice right? You'll do anything to befriend him and become close to him. But what if another person takes it the wrong way? What if they get mad at you because you keep on nearing this certain person. And that girl tells all her friends that you're implying that the guy likes you too ~ won't you get pissed off? I mean, I'd understand if your his girlfriend or something but, honestly, wala naman diba? It just irritates me. Since I heard about that rumor, I feel like I'm such a flirt. I feel like I've done something wrong and I don't deserve to fall in love. Oh c'mon, that was simply below the belt. I CAN'T EVEN GO NEAR HIM NOW. Because of YOU. I keep thinking, may magagalit, wag kang lalapit. Damn it. Feeling ko tuloy may restraining order na ko. Arg.  

Anyway, that wasn't the only thing that ruined my day. Let's hide girl and boy's name with Jojo ang Joja. :)) I kept on seeing Jojo and Joja hanging out. :)) I mean, were they really annoying me? Dismissal came and I saw them again. I even sat far away from them but Joja kept on looking my way. She looked like she won some lottery or something. C'mon, if you want some senior year romance, wag niyo na ko idamay ha? My life's peaceful already without you two. I swear. And please, Jojo ~ don't make me hope for nothing again. 

Okay, I better stop blabbering about this. It's making me sick on the inside. 

Distribution of report cards tomorrow. I'll blog about the results as soon as I get home. :) 

Kthxbye.